It was easy telling me you “loved” me, but when showing me got hard you left.
Thanks…
Your suppose to be the one person in my life that I know won’t judge and beat me down. Sadly your the one very person who has spent half of your life making mine a living hell. I’ve tried to prove to you that I’m no where near what you think I am, it still isn’t enough. You won’t be here forever, I won’t either. Why can’t we make the most out of the time we can spend loving and cherishing each other. No, that’s definitely too much to ask for, especially from you. Your not like most people, who’ll beat you with their fists. Instead you choose to beat my character. Someone once said, ” no one can make you feel inferior, without your consent ” Fucking lies and bullshit. This love, hate thing we have isn’t working. In the end, you still point out what I do wrong. When at the age of 14 almost 15, I’m still learning right from wrong. I appreciate every hurtfull word. Most of all, I appreciate you beating down my character. Every thing you’ve done, and continue to do has shown me I shouldn’t care about you like I use too. Oh wait! My favorite thing, you’ve given me one good reason why to NOT give a fuck. You haven’t given a fuck about me, why should I give one about you?
- a question that will never be answered. -
How do people, like, not curse? How is it possible? There are these gaps in speech where you just have to put a “fuck.” I’ll tell you who the most admirable people in the world are: newscasters. If that was me, I’d be like, “And the motherfuckers flew the fucking plane right into the Twin Towers.” How could you not, if you’re a human being? Maybe they’re not so admirable. Maybe they’re robot zombies.
Your the asshole, who tried to play me like I was your fool.
What’s really sad is you not being able to see what’s right in front of you. For as long as I’ve known, I’ve tried to do right by you. Through the ups and downs, I tried my hardest to be there. When everyone else was boo’ing, I was applauding you. Your an asshole. My friends kept wondering what the fuck was I doing still messing around with you. You tried to play me like I was your fool. In the end, I found out all I needed to know about you. I tried my hardest to be there, and do right by you. I listened to your problems never once judging you. You can’t understand me, but now I clearly understand. Your the asshole, who tried to play me like I was your fool.
